Uncertain Changes

This new term in uni has been quite different from the previous few semesters. You want to know WHY!!

Well this is the first official semester in uni (or shall I say in my supposed life as a student) that I am not directly or indirectly involved in any ECA. Yahoo!! I am finally FREE, free to do whatever that is that I’ve missed out so far (however come to think about it THE ONLY thing not done would most probably be studying).

Ha, ha, ha …(yeah! Go ahead and laugh your heads off)

Alas! Sad to say but my happiness was short lived as the horror and devastation of the CHANGE!

The first day of school wasn’t fantastic but then again who is? My point is that the intial part of the day wasn’t any different then that I’ve expected. Then IT came the announcement that we (the 3rd year) would be having our classes starting late evening or shall I say at night. Oh! The irony! The feeling of rejection!! Just when I have made up my mind to go with the flow and be normal (not being too active) they take that away from me!!

Now, how can I get a taste of normal day to day student life if the only life I would get now is that of the night owl (to begin with I am and was already one)?

I’ve so earned to finally be rebirth and start a fresh! Now, it’s back to the olden days (even worse now then I’ve ever been). One would start to think about the word retribution  by now I would say as I am in now.

To add icying to the cake, currently I am being allocated a single room in my campus. That doesn’t sound so bad to many others (sure there are many of you out there that envy my situation and even call it a blessing) but I am a talkative gal who just love and adore company (worse of all, one is always not enough).

Argh…. I give in to fate now.

Logging off now.

                        ANGRY GAL…

Recently there has been some commotion about us Malaysian being labelled the least polite community in the world just based on a survey conducted in our very own KL city.

So, what say you?

Reject the results of a recent survey by Reader’s Digest in which

Kuala Lumpur

was ranked the third least polite in a list of 35 cities?

Or

Accept the fact that Malaysians are ‘RUDE’

It is very controversial regarding the method used to come to these conclusions, needless to say however to be honest ask yourself, “What exactly do you think about the people found around KL?? Are they Rude or Polite most of the time?”

As a matter a fact, I do believe that there are some of us out there who thinks that the conclusion drawn by Readers Digest might be a little too abrupt however it is also true to a certain extend that ‘Malaysians in KL are RUDE’.

Ha, ha….. That’s my personal opinion. So bring it on!! Come pouring in your comments about this topic.

Auf wiederzain

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Finally I am able to catch up with my life as per normal.

Woh!! These two weeks being sick is so sickening. Aching all over, bearly able to move. Worse still, I feel that my nose is about to drop off my face.

Aw…. Anyone with ASTRO!??? Let me bunk over to watch the World Cup matches, can?? I don’t have coverage and it is killing me softly.

So what say you? Anyone interested to catch the fever with me to watch the top 16 battle it out!!

This is poor gal signing off.

Woh….today sure was like a roller coaster ride. Who would have guessed that one could feel so happy and so sad when there’s this surprise party to celebrate an early birthday for me!!

Gathering with ones most dearest friends would be most touching and memorable. However this year this particular gathering got me on my toes and thus started my blogging career so that it will act as a constant reminder about my thoughts and about the things in life that I’ve always wanted to be but couldn’t achieve.

Ever being described as a fish trapped in your own self built aquarium?? (Just to describe my current state of mind) Well, it just happend. It got me thinking and forced me to admit that for so long I’ve be constantly protecting myself so much that I was afraid to take any uncalculated risks. Therefore the real me who is silently living in the shadows is now waiting to burst out.

Reflecting back on the things that I’ve done so far in my life, made me realize that I’ve without the slightest warning, I’ve lost a large part of my youth to EMPTINESS.

I wouldn’t say that the events that I’ve been through and the lessons learnt are worthless but it just felt like in my rush to change and try new things I made myself into a society (school’s ECA) addict. I have lost time, time that is so precious. I deprived myself the luxury to enjoy all the best that life’s got to offer.

  Well all these are going through my mind:

1. I am fun loving but why can’t I just relax a bit more to enjoy what I already have.
2. I need some tender love and care soon or I might just break down.
3. I need to get out of my shell and start joining the happening club.
4. I seriously need a dance teacher!!! Anyone care to help??
5. Should have spent more time with my beloved friends, isn’t it?

Well here’s your confused June baby signing off.